quarterly review

Today, I have already spent 3 months in mangalore. It is our 3rd mensiversary here in india and as a medical student doing mbbs course in india

A lot of things have happen in 3 months. Personal growth n sight seeing aside, we already finished the upper limb and the lower limb anatomy.

And now we are studying the thorax. Yes, that means we cut open the rib cage n get to see the viscera inside

Everyone so excited to touch the viscera n unfortunately nobody fainted.

Got another allowance from sponsor, but dont really have time to shop.

P/s: I did not forget to mention about the 1st sessional exam. Just chose not to

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Aforementioned droid.

Vain little thing. Take pic of itself

It says; it is not my fault for being so cute n sexy.

Where did it get dat trait btw?

If ure wonderin, I am not givin any name to it

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expression

in my mind, i am this cold heartless person with only one expression. so, it is hard for me to admit that i am an expressive person. when different thoughts go through my mind, my expression changes and people can actually notices easily.

i am going to say it is because my high cheekbone and deep piercing eyes that are attention whore. no matter how hard i try to be expressionless, they would just do their things and show the expressions that they can do. bunch of drama queens those facial muscle. but that does not mean i am easily read through my expression.

the reason is this, i usually gives the wrong expression and therefore gives people a wrong impression.

for example, recently i have a crush at someone. so as most protagonist would do, stare at the girl with longing lovey dovey look. but a recent discovery let me know that from the other side of the looking glass, it is more of a stalking psycho stare. turns out that i am the antagonist after all.

it is amusing. but actually expected cause the longing look does not work on a gangsta without a pretty face.

so tell me where is the line between lovey dovey look and stalking psycho stare?

p/s; i should be an actor that way i could really utilize my expressions talent. but most probably after i got onto the head and neck topic in anatomy so that i can control them better.

*how about utilizing ur other talent which is studying to really study?

too boring. maybe for the 2nd sessional exam. i am going to use my b*llsh!tting talent tomorrow to make up some new protein and enzyme. :P

waiting for the end

this video is too cool.

it is CELESTIAL!!

great song n lyric too

This is not the end

This is not the beginning

Just a voice like a riot

Rocking every revision

But you listen to the tone

And the violent rhythm

Though the words sound steady

Something emptys within em

We say yeah

With fists flying up in the air

Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there

Cuz we’re living at the mercy of the pain and the fear

Until we dead it forget it

Let it all disappear

Waiting for the end to come

Wishing I had strength to stand

This is not what I had planned

It’s out of my control

Flying at the speed of light

Thoughts were spinning in my head

So many things were left unsaid

It’s hard to let you go

I know what it takes to move on

I know how it feels to lie

All I wanna do is trade this life for something new

Holding on to what I haven’t got

Sitting in an empty room

Trying to forget the past

This was never meant to last

I wish it wasn’t so

What was left when that fire was gone

I thought it felt right but that right was wrong

All caught up in the eye of the storm

And trying to figure out what it’s like moving on

And I don’t even know what kind of things I said

My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead

Picking up those pieces now where to begin

The hardest part of ending is starting again

All I wanna do is trade this life for something new

Holding on to what I haven’t got

This is not the end

This is not the beginning

Just a voice like a riot

Rocking every revision

But you listen to the tone

And the violent rhythm

Though the words sound steady

Something emptys within em

We say yeah

With fists flying up in the air

Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there

Cuz we’re living at the mercy of the pain and the fear

Until we dead it forget it

i know that i shoud be studying but i am just waiting for the end to come. the end of this exam and ultimately mbbs.

on the other hand, this video does have a bit of anatomy

ambiguity balance

3 hot ladies in three subsequent posts
my ambiguity is now at risk

and i know a few people who would be upset if i play only for one team, walk through straight lane and settle for vanilla ice cream, and therefore lose my ambiguity

this post is especially for you

i know u have affinity to stylish and fashionable guys, facial hair and hey, look at that low neck tank top

O.O

*chest furrrr

i have been a fan of jamie scott since the town and 'when will i see your face again'. it was the time when i listen to slow songs in the light and easy fm(currently lite.fm) which is also known as the old guy channel.

interestingly as my music taste evolve to a fond of a thumping bass-line, his new band, graffiti6 sounds are more upbeat.

this track has really crispy bass. and the video are really smart and creative.

not to mention he is hot in this video.


2nd vid

on to the other one, i know you like spanish guy. too bad though the brit up there have more chest fur. lols. but he does have facial hair left. *not shaved along with his mole



though this song is have a comparatively slow tempo, but still have the thumping bass and makes me wanna move. the lyrics and vocals are great.

and he looks hot

most importantly, nicole scherzinger in lace!! O.O

love her.

sorry cant help but mention it. and my effort to be ambiguous just took 1 step backward.

fyi, the 2nd vid is related to the first one cause it was written by jamie scott himself.

btw, this also an ode to my roots and heritage. i have a bit of both brit and spanish blood. filipino and hawaiian too

and i'm crazy

but you like it(?)

loca loca loca



after frantically waving hands, trying to grasp something that out of reach, jumping up and down and twirl and twirl and twirl like a crack-head with florence, we jump up and down and head bang with jenny humpfrey taylor. now time to belly dancing with shakira.

this is what i do all day today
and i am not sorry for letting the sexy image of me moving to these beats implanted on ur minds.

exam in hours but i am still not studying. crazy.
been youtubeing and downloading albums and mp3 all day.

im screwed but i dont care
*continue to shake my hips

naughty blond girl need spanking

excuse the misleading title

it is an attempt to increase traffic to this blog by luring porn addicts.
also to repel prude conservatives from here.

still, taylor momsen is actually a naughty blond girl. i like her character, jenny humpfrey in gossip girl, her style and her band music.

as this post and the previous one suggest, i might be in love with girl in a band. especially gingers(brit slang for red hairs) and blonds.

specially dedicated to the exam on monday(yes, the day after tomorrow) because exams make me, well, wanna die

avatar wondergirls

the video speaks for the title. love that mtv's vma nominated this video n allow her to perform this song. now she would become famous and the risk of her to just vapourized into thin air are gone

'no time jumps, no'

that is what liz lemon(tina fey's character in 30rock) woke up saying in the premiere episode of the latest season of 30 rock.

time jump is a smart story telling mechanism that is utilized to keep a story fresh as it allows more twists to the story, allow more creative space and lots of possibilities. desperate housewife(tv) and one piece(manga) did it.

it will keep the follower of the story interested and intrigued. but it is usually used as the last resort as they will milk the present timeline possibilities before doing so. huddy(house and cuddy) finally happens at the 7th season of house.

some stick to old formula but it still works and entertaining so it is fine. and a twist is risky as it might be jumping the shark and/or people will hate the storyline and stop watching/reading/listening. as a result, the ratings will go down.

but sometimes, an old formula does not work anymore as the viewers would get bored of it. and the ratings will go down anyway. the same way that a spin-off or a new series could begin strong but mellowed down after a few episodes as the story gets boring and/or depressing.

as the ratings go down, the producers and network executives(in the case of tv show) will cancel the show to the misery of really loyal fans who would open an online petition so that the show would be revived. usually to no avail.

the reason for me to bring this up is not because of i am a tv geek and i was sad story like pushing daisies, terminator sarah connor chronicles got cancelled cause as time goes by, similar to the network suits, i will just follow other new shows.

the reason is there is this story i liked the main character so much and followed through the series and the spin-offs. but the latest spin-off earlier episodes are really entertaining as the character getting to know his new surrounding and new supporting character, but the newer episodes are getting tiring and depressing as the storyline gets too serious, the new cast are not interesting and charismatic, the love interest and other interesting supporting character are either absent or reduced to a recurring role.

basically there is no chemistry between the interactions of the characters and too serious storyline makes the character felt pretentious and not real anymore. so the writers better do something cause i believe the ratings are low as i am losing interest in it.

some twist in the storyline is needed; let the character confesses his love to that girl, introduce some new characters, new love interest, or whatever. and they better do it fast cause i believe the show is in high risk of cancellation.

i truly hope that he does not wake up in the morning like liz with 'no time jumps, no'. i wish he wakes up in the timeline 5 and a half years later when he will be already working at his own country. or 4 and a half years later when he just finished studying and is working as an intern. or 1 year later when he has already pass the 1st year full of mindless studying and actually have some real practical work. or at the very least, two weeks later after the 1st sessional exam finishes.

yes i long for time jumps. and it is essentially needed to avoid cancellation of the spin-off. the alternative is he could confess and be in some kind of relationship like huddy. but both are highly unlikely. so cancellation is inevitable? not a bad idea

no love

eminem is rad yo. u go bro.

genius lyrics. really uplifting