Wordless Wednesday 1: Kurtha Raya

Dusting the dust and spider webs

in preparation for tomorrow more serious post. this is basically how i am feeling(strongly)





but yet it goes back and forth





taking off and become a supernova?
seems the most popular idea.
but what if gravity pull is too strong resulting to failure of launch?

more tomorrow

Bi-phobia

 http://news.discovery.com/animals/bi-color-cardinal-mystery-110531.html

Really cool. I bet if the bird listen to pop music, it will be a lady gaga fan. Little monsters put ur paws up

What really interesting is the males are repulsed by this special bird while the females do not really care if not embrace them.

I am going to conclude that females are more tolerant and accepting towards the queer, weird and unique. Most probably because of their compassionate nature.

While generally males will be repulsed and even show malicious behaviour towards anything that do not follows the stereotypical customs and culture. It is caused by the territorial instinct. Or in human it could be called as ego.

Of course there are exceptions. I could be wrong

FTW

FOR THE WIN

or

FU*K THE WORLD


very ambiguous. It is up for personal interpretation and speculation, at least until the truth comes out. Until then only I know the truth.

I am a psychopath, a twisted, complicated and damaged person. Being normal would definitely be easier

Lesson learnt

Last weekend I learned that

It is possible to study 8-12 HOURS PER DAY without neglecting physical health

Lesson learnt, but it is still hard to do it perfectly. My form and stamina are just not at that level yet. But I know it is possible with practice. Numerous plie for me to do. Unfortunately, hard for me to admit that my progress is basicly in the wrong direction throughout this weekdays compared to the last weekend.

Another weekend but I dont have the time to sing friday eventhough there is no classes. Though I will still be wondering should I take the back seat or the front seat(in the library). It is 3 for 3. Desperate times calls for desperate measure. Time to push my limit.

I am going to use this desperation to perfect that form and train my stamina. Ditch the plie and directly practice do the turns and the jumps for the coming sessional. Hopefully I can do at least 80percent of the piece perfectly, and use and maintain the momentum so that I can be 100percent for the 1 month left for what really matters; the finale.

For anyone who already lost it, I specifically mentioned physical health, leaving mental health in dark, cloudy fog. Mental health is hard to assess, especially to myself who even in normal optimal condition have a state of mental health which are questionable at best.

The forecast for mental health is dark... Really dark. Expect Darren Aronofsky dark. I am going to bleed black feathers ala Natalie Portman. Not good but it is necessary. On the bright side, I am looking forward for that moment with Mila Kunis.

I am going full exam mode for about 1month. Even cut my hair real short to help with clear mind. Hopefully I can make it to the second year mbbs without any complications obstacle. *craziness guaranteed.

Help me with your prayers. I need all the help I can get

Library

Bejai campus library

Kmc mangalore main campus library*

After 4 years I have been a regular patron of the library; 2 years in high school during form 4 and 5 and later during a levels and KI in ktt, I have started to go to kmc libraries.

Be assured that I still remember how to spend more than 4 hours in the library and somehow manage to stay in the same 1 page of the textbook

*image unavailable because: choose what u want to believe;

• im too busy studying to capture a photo
• the photo contains picture of the people who do not want to share their picture
• the photos contain picture of the people I do not wish to share the fact that I have taken their picture
• my phone was busy with my sudoku puzzles

perfection

new stalker anthem for ur study playlist. n good luck