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May 29, 2010

Men are my kryptonite. What's yours?

weak spot. achilles' heels.
i could list a few things that i had considered as that, but as humans we progressed and gets stronger. especially if that spot is attacked again and again. bones gets denser, more b cells produced. i fell then i get up. i hurt then i am cured. each and every time i get stronger. n its strange that superman have not develop immunity towards kryptonite considering the amount of time he is exposed to it.
i actually consider myself as very close to invincible now. very apathetic. sometimes i even wonder if i will ever get hurt or cry again. and i am looking forward to get hurt so that i can emerge stronger and progress forward with the experience. to me that is how we learn. that is why sometimes i am very daredevil and provocative. i like to exposed myself to danger. i am masochistic in that way. n to teach people and make them stronger, i hurt them.(might just be a rationalization of my sadism though).
for now my weight is still an issue to me though i am close to conquering it and i know i will. but i might also struggle with it for my whole life but it really does not concern me as much as it did and wont effect my general happiness and well-being as long as i am healthy.
other than that i am currently weak against attractive people who does cute things. i'll go ahhhh n then melt. but it usually lasts for a while only. perhaps its the hormones.
there are also a very few people that i really admire n will response to their booty call/orders no matter what

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