expression

in my mind, i am this cold heartless person with only one expression. so, it is hard for me to admit that i am an expressive person. when different thoughts go through my mind, my expression changes and people can actually notices easily.

i am going to say it is because my high cheekbone and deep piercing eyes that are attention whore. no matter how hard i try to be expressionless, they would just do their things and show the expressions that they can do. bunch of drama queens those facial muscle. but that does not mean i am easily read through my expression.

the reason is this, i usually gives the wrong expression and therefore gives people a wrong impression.

for example, recently i have a crush at someone. so as most protagonist would do, stare at the girl with longing lovey dovey look. but a recent discovery let me know that from the other side of the looking glass, it is more of a stalking psycho stare. turns out that i am the antagonist after all.

it is amusing. but actually expected cause the longing look does not work on a gangsta without a pretty face.

so tell me where is the line between lovey dovey look and stalking psycho stare?

p/s; i should be an actor that way i could really utilize my expressions talent. but most probably after i got onto the head and neck topic in anatomy so that i can control them better.

*how about utilizing ur other talent which is studying to really study?

too boring. maybe for the 2nd sessional exam. i am going to use my b*llsh!tting talent tomorrow to make up some new protein and enzyme. :P